Today was the day. My heart is so broken and I am so sad. This really has to be the hardest thing in the world to do. I was with her the whole way and knew we were doing the right thing.
She had such a hard day and up till the end it was so painful. She was my baby, she was one of the kids that I never had. Why when we are losing so much, did we have to lose her now.
I just want to scream and yell but that will do me no good. Oh I hope the hurt will heal soon but right now I am devastated.
I love you Belle and I am going to miss you.